She continued: “And then I felt bad for making kind of an ass of myself to people that I really respected. And that feeling, there's just nothing like that. You feel horrible. It's not a good look for me, for John, for anybody."
The star said she had a history of alcohol abuse in her family and that having “just have one drink” was difficult for her.
"Imagine everything we have...Everything is there, always. I don't know how to go to an awards show and not drink,” she revealed.
Teigen explained her recent visit to a wellness retreat in Bali encouraged her to reevaluate her heath and drinking.
"I would wake up feeling amazing. My skin felt amazing. I was just so happy,” she said about going alcohol-free during the retreat.
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This article appeared on Marie Claire.